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From the essays

"In 2020, an astrophysicist and a neurosurgeon put their heads together — which, given what they were about to discover, has a certain comedy to it — and published a paper that should have stopped us in our tracks. They ran a quantitative comparison between the cosmic web of galaxies and the neural network of the human cerebellum. They were looking for structural similarity. What they found was something closer to identity."

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Matthew Grant Writer · Sydney, Australia

Essays & readable work

The Same Light
Essay2025
The Same Light

On the Vazza/Feletti paper, the poverty of materialism, and what it would mean to take the oldest frameworks seriously — not as supplement, but as spine. Begins from the day everything ended at once in Melbourne, 2020.

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My Guru Told Me Not To Be Gay
Essay2024
My Guru Told Me Not To Be Gay

On spiritual authority, queerness, and the particular violence of being told your nature is incompatible with liberation. Written from inside the contradiction — candid, unresolved, hard-won.

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Meditations for the Energy Body
ZineCement Fondu, 2024
Meditations for the Energy Body

Twenty pages commissioned by Cement Fondu under Katey Plummer. Subtle perception, somatic intelligence, the energetic architecture of the body.

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Identity: A Case Study
Video essayMaakHausMag NYC, 2023
Identity: A Case Study

Gender, perception and awareness. Published internationally. First instalment of the Notes on Gender series.

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Works in progress

Sex in the Carpark
Novel · By Sarah Jessica CarparkManuscript complete · Seeking agent
Sex in the Carpark

Queer autofiction. A life collapses with comic precision — a breakup, a loss of direction, a spiritual awakening that feels worryingly like a crisis. Desire, embodiment, the quiet ways a person begins again.

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Blunt Spirituality
Nonfiction · Book One, Participatory RealityFinal refinement · Seeking agent
Blunt Spirituality

A contemporary cosmology for the post-New Age. Spirituality not as belief but as investigative practice — grounded, psychologically mature, free from spectacle.

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Notes on Gender II
Video essay · With Cowen WhitfieldIn development 2026
Notes on Gender, Part II

A continuation of the philosophical video essay into gender and potentiality. Part I published by MaakHausMag, New York.

In development

Selected work, 2018–2025

2026 Sex in the Carpark · Blunt Spirituality · Notes on Gender II +
Seeking agent · Novel
Sex in the Carpark
Manuscript complete. Queer autofiction written through the persona Sarah Jessica Carpark. Publication planned 2026.
Seeking agent · Nonfiction
Blunt Spirituality
Book One of the Participatory Reality series. Manuscript in final refinement. Publication planned 2026.
In development · With Cowen Whitfield
Notes on Gender, Part II
Video essay continuation. Part I published by MaakHausMag, New York.
2025 Sarah by Matthew · In development +
Melbourne Fringe
Church of Oyster
Director, writer and performer. Movement, text, conceptual structure.
In development
Sarah by Matthew — with Dino Dimitriadis
Full-length solo show adapting Sex in the Carpark into aerials, movement and philosophical monologue. Script completed November 2025.
2024 Sydney Queer Writers Festival · Cement Fondu · Queer PowerPoint × 3 +
Sydney Queer Writers Festival
Monologues & Reading
Second consecutive year. Extracts from Sex in the Carpark.
Cement Fondu — Katey Plummer
Meditations for the Energy Body
Commissioned 20-page zine.
Unfunded Empathy — Thom Smyth
Queer PowerPoint × 3
Three performances. Crowd favourite. The intelligence of points, the metaphysics of numbers one to ten.
2023 MaakHausMag · WorldPride · Sydney Queer Writers Festival +
MaakHausMag — New York
Identity: A Case Study
Video essay on gender, perception and awareness. Published internationally.
WorldPride · Café Frida's
A Museum
Curated exhibition. Intimate objects from queer performers and artists. Queer self-archiving outside institutional frameworks.
Sydney Queer Writers Festival
Debut Reading
First year in program.
2022 Hares & Hyenas · Art Gallery of NSW · Oxford Art Factory +
Hares & Hyenas — Melbourne
Spoken Word
Australia's longest-running queer literary institution.
Art Gallery of NSW
Nude Exhibition Launch
Performance.
Oxford Art Factory · Heaps Gay
United We Stream · Queens Ball · Mardi Gras
Spoken word and performance programming.
2018–21 Church of Oyster · When Maps Fail · Monsta Gra · A Midnight Visit +
Self-published, 2020
When Maps Fail
Experimental novella on AI, spiritual collapse and transformation.
Justin Shoulder & Matthew Stegg, 2019
Monsta Gra — Performance Role
National Tour, 2018–20
A Midnight Visit — Art Direction
Sydney, Melbourne, Perth. Also: Cant Do Tomorrow (design/installation), Soft Centre (movement/video).
Melbourne Fringe, 2018
Church of Oyster
Director, writer and performer. Movement, text, conceptual structure.
Stone Motherless Cold, 2018
The Fae — Mentor & Dramaturg

Matthew Grant

He started writing the way most people start writing — out of necessity, because the available frameworks stopped holding and something had to be built to replace them. Fine arts at UNSW, Dean's List, then fifteen years of accumulation: yoga in Kerala, Vedic meditation, Reiki, three years of process-oriented psychotherapy, a Masonic initiation and an exit inside five meetings. All of it eventually composting into a philosophy stable enough to write from.

He works under two names. Matthew Grant is the one at the desk — essays, nonfiction, literary fiction, the long slow work of trying to be accurate about what he found. Sarah Jessica Carpark is the one who understands that the profane is not the opposite of the sacred but its most reliable access point — stage, aerials, queer art, the body as philosophical instrument.

He is currently seeking representation for Sex in the Carpark and Blunt Spirituality.

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