"In 2020, an astrophysicist and a neurosurgeon put their heads together — which, given what they were about to discover, has a certain comedy to it — and published a paper that should have stopped us in our tracks. They ran a quantitative comparison between the cosmic web of galaxies and the neural network of the human cerebellum. They were looking for structural similarity. What they found was something closer to identity."
Read: The Same Light →On the Vazza/Feletti paper, the poverty of materialism, and what it would mean to take the oldest frameworks seriously — not as supplement, but as spine. Begins from the day everything ended at once in Melbourne, 2020.
Read →On spiritual authority, queerness, and the particular violence of being told your nature is incompatible with liberation. Written from inside the contradiction — candid, unresolved, hard-won.
Read →Twenty pages commissioned by Cement Fondu under Katey Plummer. Subtle perception, somatic intelligence, the energetic architecture of the body.
Download PDF →Gender, perception and awareness. Published internationally. First instalment of the Notes on Gender series.
Watch on Vimeo →Queer autofiction. A life collapses with comic precision — a breakup, a loss of direction, a spiritual awakening that feels worryingly like a crisis. Desire, embodiment, the quiet ways a person begins again.
Request manuscript →A contemporary cosmology for the post-New Age. Spirituality not as belief but as investigative practice — grounded, psychologically mature, free from spectacle.
Request manuscript →A continuation of the philosophical video essay into gender and potentiality. Part I published by MaakHausMag, New York.
In developmentHe started writing the way most people start writing — out of necessity, because the available frameworks stopped holding and something had to be built to replace them. Fine arts at UNSW, Dean's List, then fifteen years of accumulation: yoga in Kerala, Vedic meditation, Reiki, three years of process-oriented psychotherapy, a Masonic initiation and an exit inside five meetings. All of it eventually composting into a philosophy stable enough to write from.
He works under two names. Matthew Grant is the one at the desk — essays, nonfiction, literary fiction, the long slow work of trying to be accurate about what he found. Sarah Jessica Carpark is the one who understands that the profane is not the opposite of the sacred but its most reliable access point — stage, aerials, queer art, the body as philosophical instrument.
He is currently seeking representation for Sex in the Carpark and Blunt Spirituality.
Download agent submission pack →Aerials, theatre, queer art and the body as philosophical instrument.
sarahjessicacarpark.com.au →Human Design, Reiki, Vedic Meditation, Yoga and Process-Oriented Psychotherapy.
arkana.studio →